Boron - Chapter 25

I am starting to make mistakes.

No good. Not here. So, what I intend to do is fall back and
regroup.

I am, for a little while, gong to try to avoid (as far as
possible) my fellow inmates. I'm going to fast tomorrow and
sort of hid out. I don't intend to fast again after that for
another week. You know, when I'm on the street (God, I even
talk like a con now!) I also avoid people whenever I fast
and it is even more important here.

So, first I'm going to lay low and secondly, I am going to
try not to "emerge" until I have pumped a little iron.

You know, I may be wrong but, I think had I been "pumped"
neither of these incidents would have happened. I think this
for two reasons:

1) I would have been more alert and never did the things
that perpetuated these incidents.

2) And secondly, when I am "pumped" and on top of things,
people react differently to me because I send out different
"vibes".

By the way, another way I can tell I am stressed right now
is my vision is a little blurred.

So now, after all this preamble can I relate any of this to
your success at DM and MO? You bet. At the time in my life
when I was making the most money, I followed the same
procedure I am talking about here. Namely: I pay attention
to myself and when I am off, I drop out of sight and do what
is necessary to strengthen myself.

It is important here, it is important out there, and it is
especially important in business dealings. People can smell
it when you are weak. When you are vulnerable. They can
smell success too. They can sniff out a winner.